i wish...

i wish...

that i was normal,
like the rest.

i wish...

i could live life,
like i want to.

i wish...

i could receive as much love,
as i give.

i wish...

my dreams are the ones,
that i could understand.

i wish...

i could be the one,
to make you happy.

i wish...

i could be the person,
who you can't wait to see in the morning.

i wish...

i could be the one,
to make you proud.

i wish...

i could be the one,
you skip class to hang with.

i wish...

i could be the to one to hug you,
at a freezing football game.

i wish...

i could be the one you only,
want to dance with.

i wish...

i could be the one you,
sneak out for at midnight.

i wish...

i could be the one for you.

&&

i
wish
that
my
wishes
were
more
then
just
selfish
desires
of
a
petty
high
schoolgirl
.

Pain.
Is there more pain tocome?
How will it come?
When will it come?
Will it come,
in sheets like a great rain
storm?
in waves like a strong
ocean?
in a force like a hammer to a
nail?
in time like the nextsunrise?
in a day?
in a week?
in a month?
will it just hit me one day,
out of the blue?
Will it make me,
sad?
cry?
hate?
love?
see the light that i've been so longing for?
will it help me see,
who i am?
who i love?
who i care for?
who truly cares for me?
will it even help me at all?
pain
will it change me?
pain.

i don't mind

You
Stole my heart,
but i don't mind.
You
Held my hand,
but i don't mind.
You
Hugged my body,
but i don't mind.
You
Opened my mind,
but i don't mind.
You
Pushed me to the limits,
but i don't mind.
You
Made me smile,
but i don't mind.
You
Broke my heart,
but i don't mind.
You
Changed me,
but i don't mind.


i don't mind.

Take:
My hand and
pull me along.
My mind and
sing it a song.
My body to
distant lands.
My face into
your hands.
My voice away from me.
My love so we can be,
Taken.